Ok, if anyone of you ever reads this.........Please note that my life is far from perfect, or happy, or comfy, or whatever you guys make it out to be. Please stop chiding me all the time for being ungrateful or cold. Please stop comparing me with the others all the time. Please stop thinking im truly happy or positive because its the thought of how i'll be leaving it all behind soon thats keeping me going. And please stop showering me with smoked glares, feighed ignorance (I ain't exactly chopped liver) and sharp tones, I can't exactly swallow them much longer.

On second thought, don't bother trying. Its not like you're capable of it anyway. Im leaving for a better place when the time comes. Thats whats keeping me smiling.